A new beggining:)

Life...well it sucks. I'm not exactly being pessimistic about life but it sucks. But for a change, i'm gonna start being a lil optimisitic about it. I mean,after all its my life that i'l living and i only have this one lifetime to make the most of it.
It was difficult,it was VERY difficult to let go because HE knows how much i loved you and how much i was willing to sacrifice for u.(DAMN!i dont wanna sound emo!!)
so,lets cut it short...it wasnt easy for me to get the courage to start blogging again. I havent been blogging for more than a year or so because of some past incidents that changed me throughly.
But i guess its time i let go and continue pursuing my interest in blogging! After all, i'm still a self-confessed blogging geek:D
So,here i am again,back to my dusty blog!:P
Nevertheless,i have made a solemn vow to myself to live all those crap behind and look forward to brighter and hopefully happier days.I wanna be a that bubbly and happy-go-lucky girl i was once upon time. I wanna stop putting that fake smiling mask all day at school and end up locking myself in the room,crying buckets of tears at the end of the day.
Its time i learned to forget and let go of the past that haunts me till this day and move forward without looking back:)
And to let go of all that 'friends' that forget me at the end of the day despite me trying to hold on to that al most over friendship.
It's also high time i ignored those who took advantage of my sincerity.
My friend Lucas once told me..'keep your head high Anjuu' and he deffnitely meant well when he said that.Thanks alot Luke,for that really thoughtful advice of yours:)

Gotta go,and i promise to be back with more updates dear bloggie!ain't gonna neglect you anymore~<3

Not studyin...sad case!

Day afta tommorow..,me havin exam!
Bm,Bio,Sej..maths!gosh!n m bloggin now!
Sad case!!!
Wat to do...?so many things in my mind rite now...
Public speakin..drama...haizz..?
Mr.P!
Gosh!Pathetic!
me sooo nid a break...really stressed out..

gotta go...wanna study add math!

HATE peeping n prying!!!!

Tiz blog is especially dedicated to ppl who r 'old'...
I hav a single unspoken rule..~only mummy n papa r allowed to actually look at my blog..but others who r aged 30 n a bove r banned!(except for aunty Geena of coz...since i actually respect her)
No i mean it....i dun really respect ppl who dont earn my repect..wat 4????!!!
MY respect is GOLd in my eyes n only ppl who earn it deserve it!
I juz hate it wen old ppl peep into my blog n say stuff bout it!GET A DAMN LIFE!
Its MY LIFE!!!!!
Cant they juz go peep into blogs of ppl of their age????
Do v teenagers go snoopin around in elders blogs?NO RITE??!!!!
So WTF!
Sooner or later m gonna satrt invitin selected ppl into my blog(ppl or my age range)
Tis is THE FIRST WARNING!If any1 aged 30 n above peeps into my blog...i noe how m gonna deal wif them...mwahahahaha!!!!

WTF?!

People say i'm difficult..as if!How can u juz judge sum1 wen u hardly even noe them?
Tats my prob!Y do ppl say all sorts of stuff bout me wen i hav neva done anytin to harm or hurt them?Gimme a break!I'm livin my lyfe my way wif my rules...so y d heck to others enjoy pokin their noses into my confidiental stuff?
I'm sick of all these!Really!WTF!
Mayb bloggin lyke these cud help me express hw i fell...but izzit worth it?
Making my probs public...izzit worth it?
Well..mayb..,juz mayb those judgementative ppl out there cud stuff sum sense into their lil brain n get sum lyfe into their poor torchered souls!



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Insecure~imperfections..?

Why do i always feel that i have to improve in every aspect without realising that nobody's perfect?
I guess its normal right?As mere mortals , we are bound to feel insecure of imperfect in one way or other..right?
Well...,zzzzzzzz
I hate speaking bout cliche stuff..!Duhhh...suckz!
CHANGE OF TOPIC!!!!!
The public speaking competition is less than a month away and I not yet start rehearsel!Haizz...Miss Ooi not yet call for me ,how to start rehearsel?The same goes for drama..Miss Yeoh oso not yet call for rehearsel!How?well,juz hope v win..!I hope she starts b4 d 'winning school' starts!We have to win!!!!!...zzzzz
U see there are just soo many compications to deal with everyday to the extent that my life has tranformed into some kind of drama!WTF!Homework..,school..,bla bla n bla!I need some space!!!!GOD!
See..,now i'm feeling blur* and when i feel blur* i cant blog...^=^

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Insecure..imperfection?

Boring day...zzzzzzz!

I woke up surprisingly early 2day...unfortunately!

Mummy said lets go 4 d wedding...i was lyke...yea wateva:)

So basically it was a borringgg day!

The food wasnt that nice..i mean it was ok except d beehoon tat was full of onions..yuckzzz!Gud thing Jagz was there...at least i did hav company:)

V camwhored a lil:D

Tis was my fave picta :)

It was lyke after eatin n v wer hanging out:D