A new beggining:)

Life...well it sucks. I'm not exactly being pessimistic about life but it sucks. But for a change, i'm gonna start being a lil optimisitic about it. I mean,after all its my life that i'l living and i only have this one lifetime to make the most of it.
It was difficult,it was VERY difficult to let go because HE knows how much i loved you and how much i was willing to sacrifice for u.(DAMN!i dont wanna sound emo!!)
so,lets cut it short...it wasnt easy for me to get the courage to start blogging again. I havent been blogging for more than a year or so because of some past incidents that changed me throughly.
But i guess its time i let go and continue pursuing my interest in blogging! After all, i'm still a self-confessed blogging geek:D
So,here i am again,back to my dusty blog!:P
Nevertheless,i have made a solemn vow to myself to live all those crap behind and look forward to brighter and hopefully happier days.I wanna be a that bubbly and happy-go-lucky girl i was once upon time. I wanna stop putting that fake smiling mask all day at school and end up locking myself in the room,crying buckets of tears at the end of the day.
Its time i learned to forget and let go of the past that haunts me till this day and move forward without looking back:)
And to let go of all that 'friends' that forget me at the end of the day despite me trying to hold on to that al most over friendship.
It's also high time i ignored those who took advantage of my sincerity.
My friend Lucas once told me..'keep your head high Anjuu' and he deffnitely meant well when he said that.Thanks alot Luke,for that really thoughtful advice of yours:)

Gotta go,and i promise to be back with more updates dear bloggie!ain't gonna neglect you anymore~<3