i need one:'(

I want a boyfriend.like..seriously!i need one farking bf!i mean,i totally envy freinds of mine that are in relationships.why cant i have a perfect relationship as well????:(
I want someone to look after me,to be by my side..to hold my hand..to just make me feel like a princess all over again!:'(
besides that,troughout these years..i have come to realise that friends dont stick around.ya..wtf ryte!FRIENDS DONT STICK AROUND!but a bf might...u know those forever and ever relatioships that lead to growing old together?!i want that too:(
like serious shitt...i need that.

well,its back to school day tomorrow...as much as i detest school,i somehow get to forget all those shit going on in my shitty life in school.so,it aint such a bad thing after all.