why am i here???

Seriously speaking,i dont know why the fuck am i stuck doing f6 at Tunku. I mean i had the choice of gng fr private edu.The chance of doing what i wnated most..MassComm.so why the fuck did i make this stupid choice???I hate this life.seriously..i feel as if all my freedom had been taken away.Life at Seri Nibong was soo much better.i went to school went i wanted and i did as i pleased.But now..FML!Screw it la..4 months left:/,i strongly hope mommy and papa send me off to Delhi once i am done.yeaa..all day all night long i dream of being in dehli...havin the time of my life!i would do just about anything to study over there.Seriously,i wanna be there soo badly:( p/s:reality hit me hard..back to books:(

i need one:'(

I want a boyfriend.like..seriously!i need one farking bf!i mean,i totally envy freinds of mine that are in relationships.why cant i have a perfect relationship as well????:(
I want someone to look after me,to be by my side..to hold my hand..to just make me feel like a princess all over again!:'(
besides that,troughout these years..i have come to realise that friends dont stick around.ya..wtf ryte!FRIENDS DONT STICK AROUND!but a bf might...u know those forever and ever relatioships that lead to growing old together?!i want that too:(
like serious shitt...i need that.

well,its back to school day tomorrow...as much as i detest school,i somehow get to forget all those shit going on in my shitty life in school.so,it aint such a bad thing after all.