why am i here???

Seriously speaking,i dont know why the fuck am i stuck doing f6 at Tunku. I mean i had the choice of gng fr private edu.The chance of doing what i wnated most..MassComm.so why the fuck did i make this stupid choice???I hate this life.seriously..i feel as if all my freedom had been taken away.Life at Seri Nibong was soo much better.i went to school went i wanted and i did as i pleased.But now..FML!Screw it la..4 months left:/,i strongly hope mommy and papa send me off to Delhi once i am done.yeaa..all day all night long i dream of being in dehli...havin the time of my life!i would do just about anything to study over there.Seriously,i wanna be there soo badly:( p/s:reality hit me hard..back to books:(